We have waited so long for this. Master is finally Home. The crazy last few years are behind us. We are starting our new life. Master is here, standing in the kitchen, sleeping in the room next door, relaxing right there on the couch and playing with the dog. This devoted little servant is kneeling at Master’s feet. I almost cannot believe this...

Life is crazy, hard and beautiful. So many things have changed since I last wrote in this journal. I am no longer married. The past few months I spent serving my strong Master in person. He is moving to my country as soon as possible. Life is going to be very different. Life is going to be how it should be. ...

I think your little servant was maybe heading into subspace towards the end of that phone call, Master.  I know.  I could feel it too, in your voice.  It was a lazy Sunday afternoon. I was curled up in my comfy armchair in the sunshine, talking with Master. I felt very close to Master during that phone call, really connected. We had been...

Two years ago I knelt in front of a man I hardly knew and asked him to be my Master. I didn’t know what I was doing, I didn’t really know what I was asking of him. All I knew was somehow that felt like something I needed. My body already reacted and connected with him more than it had with any other....

Master once asked me if I was playing at being submissive. We hadn’t seen each other for some time, it was still early in my journey. I can understand why he asked the question. But I could feel it in my soul, I was not playing then, and I am certainly not playing now. I am my Master’s little servant through and through....